**Deep Breath** CoUnT tO 10

Maybe I just need to put my big girl panties on and deal with it - but I'm just so stressed out here lately that I'm fixing to just run down the street screaming! I mean, what the heck?! When things start going good, something has to interfere and totally screw up my day. I want a whole freaking year of nothing but c.h.i.l.l. Yeah, right. Here it is 11:09 pm and I'm writing a blog instead of crawling into my bed and going to sleep. Sleep cures everything. I had to wake up early this morning because my little cousin (Zoe) came and spent the day with us, I went back to bed for a couple of hours and then of course my day started after that. The kids were so good - it was the other crap that was going on. . .that I won't type about it because I don't even have the strength to go there. I have to wake up early again in the morning because Noah has an appointment, we have to see the nutritionist, etc. Definitely going to pray myself to sleep tonight.